Cloudy Cola

I see your shadow on my wall tonight Faint echoes linger in the pale moonlight The clock ticks slow but the hours don’t lie I’m stuck in this moment asking why Missing you tonight like a song I can’t find Every note’s off key without you in my life The rhythm’s gone quiet the melody’s shy Missing you tonight like a star in the sky Your laugh’s still dancing through the air I breathe Every whisper a secret you left with me I close my eyes but it’s never the same This empty room keeps calling your name Missing you tonight like a song I can’t find Every note’s off key without you in my life The rhythm’s gone quiet the melody’s shy Missing you tonight like a star in the sky I trace the lines where your hand used to be Fingers aching for your touch to set me free The silence screams louder than I thought it could If I could turn back time you know I would Missing you tonight like a song I can’t find Every note’s off key without you in my life The rhythm’s gone quiet the melody’s shy Missing you tonight like a star in the sky

Just... friends? We still talk like we used to do Every night, a line or two Feels so close, but it's not the same We’re in the frame, but not the flame We're not lovers, just friends That’s the line, and that’s the end I still wait, I still pretend But we're not lovers… just friends I pass the café where we met Empty table, same regret I laugh like I don’t see But I still see you there with me You say we’re fine, like nothing's wrong But love like ours can’t play along You never chose, you hung around You want both — and that’s not allowed We're not lovers, just friends That’s the lie we both defend I still wait, I still pretend But we're not lovers… just friends You say it’s care, but it feels like hold You didn’t heal me — just never let go I tried to close that part of me But you’re still in my memory You still cross my mind... You still cross my mind... We're not lovers, just friends You just want both... that’s not allowed

I'm walking out For the life I used to dream about I’m done with doubt I won’t stay just to please you now No more care from me, no more calls Take your time if someday you fall I'll eat my meals, I'll stand up tall Keep chasing stars, keep being brave You’ve got that fire I couldn’t save If I had strength, I’d still give way But maybe it's best we part this way I won’t pretend I don’t feel the sting But pain, like seasons, always leaves You’re not beside me, but you still cling To quiet corners of my memories So I’ll go Let it flow Though we’ve become echoes You’re still in me, you know

You show up when the sun feels soft Afternoon light, your favorite spot We curl up close, our latest show You say, “This part always makes me choke” I make us tea, your phone lights up You smile and say, “I’ll just take this out” You step away, the room feels wide I press pause, like you're still by my side You’re here, but not for long Just long enough to hum my song The couch still holds your shape But evening always steals you away I think we slipped too far For something that’s just “where you are” You say I feel like peace and light But you leave before it turns to night We laugh like we're meant to be Then you check the time and set me free Your name’s not on my mailbox card But I already gave you my heart Our favorite thing? Just staying in Bingeing shows and sharing grins You take the pillow I fluffed for you Like it's always been your favorite view But halfway through episode two You say, “I really should get going soon” A kiss, a joke, a soft goodbye I nod and smile, but don’t ask why The hallway light, the fading steps A ringtone rings—yeah, I get the rest You’ll say it’s complicated, sure But I stopped locking my front door Maybe we slipped too far For something never meant to start You hold me like I’m something true Then vanish like the sun at noon You're sweet like songs we never wrote Like tea left warm inside my throat A love that hides inside a scar Yeah, we’ve already slipped too far You left. I lit a cigarette. And thought of you. I guess that’s how I hold you now.

Cloudy cola in my cup Fizzy thoughts I can't clear up Clear it up, clear it up Walking under neon skies Looking for some lullabies Where am I? Where am I? Tiny bubbles, bittersweet Sip it slow, then repeat Bittersweet, bittersweet We’re just bubbles in the haze Floating through these cloudy days Pop and fizz, we drift away Na-na-na, we’re okay Na-na-na, we’re okay Na-na-na, we’re okay Na-na-na, we’re okay Lift me up, don’t let me drop Spinning ‘til the world just stops Up we go, up we go Na-na-na, don’t let go Na-na-na, we’re okay Na-na-na, we’re okay

Woke up to sunlight on your face You mumble "five more minutes" babe But I already brewed your cup Just how you like it, no sugar, filled up I smell the coffee, hear you hum You're dancing like no one’s up I steal your hoodie, take a sip Warm hands, cold lips, then we kiss This is love in quiet ways Morning talks and lazy days Nothing big, but everything true Just coffee for me, and coffee for you You talk to plants like they’re your friends I smile and pretend to understand We share a bite, we share a look Your laugh’s the only thing I never mistook No need for words, you read my eyes You pour my cup before I even ask why One kitchen, two mugs, hearts aligned Toast gets cold, but we don’t mind We’re not rushing, we’re just here In this moment, the world’s so clear This is love in simple things Messy buns and wedding rings Nothing loud, but everything true Just coffee for me, and coffee for you Just coffee for me... and coffee for you...

Taxi lights blur on the window glass City’s heartbeat slowly starts to pass Every corner brings a piece of you I light a smoke just to hide the view Let’s jump in puddles under the moon Your laughter fades but the echo’s in tune I’m soaked again but I play it cool Still in the rain, still thinking of you Coffee's cold, left it on the train Your last text still running in my brain You said goodbye but you still linger Your name stuck like smoke on my fingers Neon signs flicker like how we burned Maybe some lessons are never learned I walk this city, I chase the sound Of footsteps I lost but never drowned Let’s jump in puddles under the moon Your laughter fades but the echo’s in tune I’m soaked again but I play it cool Still in the rain, still thinking of you

I'm leaving now For the life I’ve always dreamed about I’m walking out And I won’t stop or turn around No more care from me, no more calls Take good care when your world falls I’ll try to eat on time, that’s all Keep chasing stars, keep being brave You’ve got that fire I couldn’t save If I had strength, I’d still give way But maybe it's best we part this way I won’t pretend I don’t feel the sting But pain, like seasons, always leaves You’re not beside me, but you still cling To quiet corners of my memories So I’ll go Let it flow Though we’ve become echoes You’re still in me, you know

New day in my mind Seem to take a step out Get some air now Cut your edge out Too soon I spoke You be heavy in my mind Can you get the heck out? I need rest now Got me bummed out You so You so You Baby Still feels like you're there And it lingers in the air In this new day of mine Let my thoughts unwind New days, always Just let me dream New days, always New day in my mind Seem to take a step out Get some air now Cut your edge out Too soon I spoke You be heavy in my mind Can you get the heck out? I need rest now Got me bummed out You so You so You Still feels like you're there And it lingers in the air In this new day of mine Let my thoughts unwind New days, always Just let me dream New days, always You so… Heavy mind… Need rest... And I’ll be fine...